❤❤ remember, i will never leave you.. ღ

get out of my sight you fucking ass hole !

grow up and get a life !

such a desperado

doing such a coward act

:)

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♥ 7:14 PM

OHHMYGOD !

skin so itchy ! :(

please be gone soon !

RAWR !

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♥ 3:21 PM

is it true ? o.o

Everything happens for a reason..

But what if you don't even know what is the reason ?

You will try to find out ? Or will you just let it be ?

It happened, and I won't give a damn about it.

It's your choice..

Blah blah blah.

GOSH !

WHATEVER MAN !

=)

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♥ 1:12 PM

things still not settled..

i wish everything will be over and done soon !

the house ?

actually i don't care..

sell it or not

as long as i have a place to stay, that's all it matters !

kelly, byebye.

that's what he said to me..

it feels kinda familiar but yet unfamiliar ?

the feeling is so different..

Labels: my troubles

♥ 3:46 PM

seriously, it's starting to become a pain in my neck.

i'm kinda irritated by it already !

RAWRS !

wonder how long more can i take it...

.________________.

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♥ 5:17 PM

heys..

if you are reading this, you will know who i'm referring to..

i'm really sorry..

i didn't know that you do..

and keep saying those stuffs to you..

tons and tons of stuffs..

this and that..

you must had felt awful?

i'm sorry...

:(

i know you won't want me to feel bad or anything..

but i just do!

DUI BU QI!!!!!!!!

Labels: my troubles

♥ 12:33 PM

M and D are officially over..

after so many years..

no hard feelings for me..

it's already a fact

and I already know it..

but somehow or rather, I don't feel good inside..

i'm cool with it, i'm okays and i'm fine..

that was all I will say to my friends..

what should I feel?

and how should I feel?

I really don't know..

M....

do you feel sad?

I wanna care for you..

but I just don't know how..

actually I feel sad for you..

why will things become this way??

it's not over..

not settled yet..

pleaseeeeeeee

get over with it and done!!

D! enough of your nonsense........

you started it and cause us so many troubles..

end it soon!

you fucking shit!

_|_

sometimes i tried to hate you..

but i just can't bring myself to...

but all these that you have done, i should?

right?

i don't know..

i will be strong..

at least i'll try??

kelly.. you should..

:))

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♥ 8:32 PM

heys......

i still do.....

(:

111211

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♥ 10:40 PM

i'm kinda tired already..

i really don't know what i should do..

you just pop into my thoughts..

it's like every moment, every seconds, every minutes and everyday..

what's got into me?

i know it's no point holding on..

the more i hold on to it, the more i'll feel unhappy..

but my mind and my heart are not acting the same way..

my mind is telling to to let go..

but my heart just loves you so much..

misses you so much..

thinking about you more than ever..

i'm just so hopeless..

wonder when will be the time..

i really make up my mind..

to know what i really wants and what i really wanna do..

~* cheer up girl.

things will be better. i guess..

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♥ 6:58 PM

sick sick sick .

:(

ear still blocking.

don't feel good.

but it's better than yesterday already .

the weather is soooo hot!

RAWRS!

Kelly, get well soon! :)

~* i miss you.............

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♥ 12:03 PM

ahhhhs!

sick!

:(

damn .

hate it.

school started for a week already.

still okays. not as easy as i thought.

fell sick after 2nd day of school.

fever, cough, sore throat and flu.

zzz . ._.

now still got flu and cough.

too much phlegm already.

coughed until my chest very pain.

:(

hope i recover soon.

i'm still confuse with my thoughts.

sighs.

hope i sort it out soon.

Labels: my troubles

♥ 8:49 PM

what happened?

:(

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♥ 12:14 AM

hellos.

It's been days since i update my blog.

ahhhhs.

so many days lers..

and many many thingy happened.

I also don't know where to start man..

hms.

I just say what i think is the most important de bahs.

something happened between me and kenken.

sighs.

and it got me down for days....

stress for days...

emo for days...

sad for days...

I didn't know what happened..

he just didn't talk to me..

I don't like and i don't want this to ever happen again..

I really do...

kinda hate this kind of feeling. :(

I kept thinking about it.

day and night.

wanna really know the reason.

what exactly happened.

texted fanshu everyday..

hahahahas. keep disturbing him.

LOLS.

asked him this and that.

tell him this and that.

hahahahahas.

like my councillor larhs!

THANKS DA FANSHU! XD

FINALLY!

kenken talked to me lers. WEES.XD

and I knew the reason why he didn't talk to me for days.

can you promise me that it won't happen again?

I hope we will be like last time.

share anything and everything!

It's been days since the last meeting.

hahahahas.

and I gonna start school soon.

13th April 2008

anxious and excited.

new classmates and friends!

MISS THE SGC PEEPS!

YOU GUYS ROCKS! (:

love you guys larhs!

ciao~~~~~~

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♥ 2:15 AM

remember guys..

it doesn't pay to be good.

at the end, all the bad things will go to you..

am i just too naive, vulnerable, soft hearted?

or what?

somehow i hate how i am..

i have to be strong!

but i can't..

that's how i am..

GTB

Labels: my troubles

♥ 12:25 PM

someone knocked at my door just awhile ago

we thought it was just some salesman or whatsoever

so we naturally just ignored without opening the door

who knows

that man came with a stack of papers

that stack of papers which made all of us go nuts

my daddy (whom i dislikes even more now )

sent us this letter

it was from the lawyer firm

he wanted to sell the house that we're staying

After selling the house, where will we be staying?

On the streets?

Under the bridge?

At the bus stop?

or just lay some cardboards on the floor

Eat, shit, sleep and die there?

all he ever wanted is $

fucking shit and tons of $

he wanted the $ to go to his cpf

But what about us?

at first i pitied for you

thinking that you really don't have that amount of $ to give us

but that little amount of $, can't get us anywhere

you tried of ways to deduct the amount which you were supposed to give us

Why not you just let us die?

Don't even us a cent?

ain't I the child which you didn't even wanted to give birth to?

are you having the same thoughts now?

regret having us?

you have no choice since you married my mummy

didn't you promised to love her till death?

all is just nothing but bullshit! crap!

look what are you doing now?

it's been already 5 years since they got separated

and I'm already numb to the fact that they were separated

But why?!

Why must you make me feel that kinda pain in my heart again?

that sad feeling which left me years ago

i don't want and i don't wish to feel that

you were once a daddy whom i loved and adored

but that was when i was a kid

You've changed..

Since when? I don't quite remember..

Sometimes, I see families together..

having fun as a family

with daddy and mummy

somehow, i do envy them

Somewhere deep in my heart, I long for that family love..

going out as a family

doing things together

but i know that i can no longer feel that kinda feeling anymore

and i no longer awaits for that day to arrive

i don't know what should i do now

but i guess, there's nothing i can do

i know that no matter how hard i try, things wouldn't change..

Labels: my troubles

♥ 1:24 PM

Please god...

I hope that it'll be over soon!

I don't wanna this to happen..

I really don't..

ARGHS!

:(

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♥ 2:06 PM